For any of you still up.. I once again need a pick me up.. It's the same thing all over again...
I am feeling unloved, maybe even neglected. I go and see mom everyday at the place she's at now.. and that doesn't help me any because most of the entire visit she complains a lot lol...
I hardly ever get told I'm loved.. I hear it all the time from my church people.. But I sometimes think they only say it because they are forced too and not because they mean it
I still have nightmares about the 3/16 fire here at my apartment, and since I haven't heard from Casandra in weeks.. I worry about her sometimes too..
Not to mention.. I'm worried because as much as I want to get a job and get out of here. {this apt.} I can't do it until I get my birth certificate and ID.. {my birth certificate is taking forever and a day to get here..}
I'm just downright sad..
I feel completely unloved, unwanted, and sometimes even useless.. I really wish I could shake this depression thing.. But I have been warned that I'd have good streaks and bad ones.. even if the bad ones are short.. 
Please HELP! I'm sorry for burdening you guys with this again!
((((HUG))))