MGC wrote:Sitting on pins and needles here...the anxiety is killing me. I hope the eye passes right over me. I have not been this nerveous since Ivan made that turn towards Gulf Shores that fateful September afternoon....Ooops did I forget Katrina? Anyway, now that Bonnie is back over water......as the depression pulls away from Florida, I expect the sytem to become a bit more organized. Bonnie will be moving with the shear somewhat so it might not be totally ripped to shreads....remember Wilma did kinda sorta the same thing....Rumors of Bonnies demise have been greatly exeragated.......MGC
I'm a long time mostly lurker and have enjoyed your posts in the past, so please take this in the supportive vein in which it is intended. While I empathize with what you've been through in the past, I urge you to take a deep breath and have some perspective. If you look at the situation objectively, struggling Bonnie simply does compare to an Ivan or a Katrina in terms of strength, organization, upper level support, or central pressure. Wilma was not ever like Bonnie, with winds of 85 kt and pressure of 962 mb at its nadir prior to heading toward Florida. Bonnie's decline is certainly not only rumored; it is actual with a central pressure of 1010 mb, very little convection, and a weak circulation with recon barely finding west winds. It still faces a hostile environment with a ULL relentlessly impinging on its outflow. Even if it manages to rebuild convection, it has at most 24 hr prior to landfall and therefore will have difficulty being more than a tropical storm. It definitely has no eyewall to pass over you.
Your angst will be better spent channeled into something positive, especially given the forecast for an active season and the apparent penchant for Gulf landings.
Stay safe, and hang in there. You will make it through this.