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I need a pick me up... AGAIN! :(

Posted: Thu May 27, 2004 11:01 pm
by Josephine96
Hello my S2k people..

For any of you still up.. I once again need a pick me up.. It's the same thing all over again...

I am feeling unloved, maybe even neglected. I go and see mom everyday at the place she's at now.. and that doesn't help me any because most of the entire visit she complains a lot lol...

I hardly ever get told I'm loved.. I hear it all the time from my church people.. But I sometimes think they only say it because they are forced too and not because they mean it :cry:

I still have nightmares about the 3/16 fire here at my apartment, and since I haven't heard from Casandra in weeks.. I worry about her sometimes too..

Not to mention.. I'm worried because as much as I want to get a job and get out of here. {this apt.} I can't do it until I get my birth certificate and ID.. {my birth certificate is taking forever and a day to get here..}

I'm just downright sad.. :cry: I feel completely unloved, unwanted, and sometimes even useless.. I really wish I could shake this depression thing.. But I have been warned that I'd have good streaks and bad ones.. even if the bad ones are short.. :sad:

Please HELP! I'm sorry for burdening you guys with this again! :cry:

Posted: Thu May 27, 2004 11:04 pm
by Lindaloo
:22:

We Love you John (((HUGS)))

Posted: Thu May 27, 2004 11:06 pm
by Josephine96
Thank you Linda.. I'm glad to hear that.. :sad:... I'm sorry for burdening any of you if I am doing so.. :(

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 9:07 am
by Josephine96
I do feel a little better today :wink:

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 11:27 am
by HurricaneGirl
I love you Sweets!! Hang in there little buddy! Things WILL get better I promise!!

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 12:16 pm
by Lindaloo
Glad you are feeling better today John. Nothing like a good nights sleep. :D

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 12:18 pm
by Pburgh
((Hugs)) John and know that you are loved and appreciated.

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 1:32 pm
by yoda
I love you to John!!! Things will get better soon!!! Trust me! Always look on the bright side, you must.

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 1:59 pm
by isobar
We love you John! But never forget who loves you the most...
"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love." Jn 15:9

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 2:04 pm
by Skywatch_NC
John, :)

I LOVE YOU, BROTHER!! :D :sun: ((((HUG))))

Things will get BETTER and BETTER for you, Wxbuddy...we just have to give our woes to the Lord and He will take care of them! :)

Prayers and thoughts are with you. :)

God Bless,

Eric :)

Posted: Fri May 28, 2004 3:42 pm
by Josephine96
Thank you for all the love guys and ladies.. I need it... Falling asleep seemed to help me last night.. But I just go through these spells every so often that make me feel bad.. Normally they don't last long.. but sometimes they can last for days..

I'm glad I have you guys :)