I need a pick me up... AGAIN! :(
Posted: Thu May 27, 2004 11:01 pm
Hello my S2k people..
For any of you still up.. I once again need a pick me up.. It's the same thing all over again...
I am feeling unloved, maybe even neglected. I go and see mom everyday at the place she's at now.. and that doesn't help me any because most of the entire visit she complains a lot lol...
I hardly ever get told I'm loved.. I hear it all the time from my church people.. But I sometimes think they only say it because they are forced too and not because they mean it
I still have nightmares about the 3/16 fire here at my apartment, and since I haven't heard from Casandra in weeks.. I worry about her sometimes too..
Not to mention.. I'm worried because as much as I want to get a job and get out of here. {this apt.} I can't do it until I get my birth certificate and ID.. {my birth certificate is taking forever and a day to get here..}
I'm just downright sad..
I feel completely unloved, unwanted, and sometimes even useless.. I really wish I could shake this depression thing.. But I have been warned that I'd have good streaks and bad ones.. even if the bad ones are short..
Please HELP! I'm sorry for burdening you guys with this again!
For any of you still up.. I once again need a pick me up.. It's the same thing all over again...
I am feeling unloved, maybe even neglected. I go and see mom everyday at the place she's at now.. and that doesn't help me any because most of the entire visit she complains a lot lol...
I hardly ever get told I'm loved.. I hear it all the time from my church people.. But I sometimes think they only say it because they are forced too and not because they mean it

I still have nightmares about the 3/16 fire here at my apartment, and since I haven't heard from Casandra in weeks.. I worry about her sometimes too..
Not to mention.. I'm worried because as much as I want to get a job and get out of here. {this apt.} I can't do it until I get my birth certificate and ID.. {my birth certificate is taking forever and a day to get here..}
I'm just downright sad..


Please HELP! I'm sorry for burdening you guys with this again!
