Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
~I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend~
~And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been~
~And I'm so sick of lying God please show me that silver lining~
~Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my head's full of hell and~
~This world's a jail but~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
And as the pain begins to displace had it to ear level
With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but no in the room
To whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral
~So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage~
~Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday~
~And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain~
~Am I insane~
~Am I insane~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
~And everything good is gone~
~And everything good is gone~
~And everything good is gone~
~And everything bad is here~
~And everything bad is here~
~And everything bad is here~
~It doesn't really matter now does it~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
~And it don't matter and I don't care~
~I let my pain into the air~
~Cuz everything good's over there~
~And everything here's hard to bear~
*dances slow-like* ...
all muh songs'll go in dis thread as to not cluttah tha board from now on
